starting all over

I can expect - I know I will definitely lose some friends. It happens... I know I'm not the easiest person to befriend. Mainly because when I meet you I don't believe that 'friends last forever'. So I don't even bother trying to meet the requirements. The few true FAMILY I have accumulated throughout the passing years are the onlyy ones who have made it that far into my heart. And they are alwaysss gonna be there regardless. I have learned to not hold on so tight to people because the next second they can easily be gone, either from my life or from the world. I don't expect much from people around me because I know they do not have the same mindset. Things I would easily do for them they would not return the favor and that's just reality. "Where were you when I needed you?"