bill. boys club

I have came to the realization that I must eliminate people from my life... the useless people who are a detriment to my future, goals, and plans. By allowing myself get side tracked with them I am losing focus. A lot of people expect so much from me, so much I cannot give. And half the time they will not be satisfied and as a result be upset with me. I am not the type to do extra to please you... it simply is what it is. If I'm not compassionate enough I am truly sorry but I do not think I know how to be sometimes. (You) want the shirt off of my back and when I refuse you are angered. Please do for yourself first, just as any other human. You place yourself on a ridiculous pedestal where you believe as a friend I am obligated to do for you. And many times I will. But when I cannot you act as though it is my duty to do as you wish. I have a billion things I want to accomplish, if not more. I will not put my dreams on hold to take care of anyone - simply because no one is taking care of me. As much as you hate to admit it we are in the same exact boat.