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No one has ever known me... not the realll me, sad to say &&; most likely no one ever will. Knowing me would mean you would have to know what I've been through. I do not hide much information from people, however i will not willingly sweep it throughout a room. The details that I have kept to myself for many years have created another me. Honestly, the person I am and the person I should be are totally different. I can see right through my own transparent exterior and I worry that everyone else can too. I continue to do what I'm "supposed to" and "what I'm expected" and the real me is forced to subside, hidden under a flimsy camouflage. One person I didn't expect could see me. Surprise.