my world my words

Ughhh... I firmly and absolutely do not believe in the term "friend". I want to erase it from the world. I think somewhere along the line my definition of a friend conformed to the equivalent to an associate. Being a "friend" is an in-between state of being a best friend or being a no one. The grey dimension is a way of pretending to like someone more than you do. If I call you a friend, that does not necessarily mean I like you. It may just mean I know you, maybe we've spoken from time to time and that's it. So don't get ahead of yourself cause now you irritating. "Family"... or realistic version of friends consists of a few people. That's all I need. Even though we may not all have the same blood you are on different level as regards to respect, trust, and etc.